Paying attention to the flow of our lives is important...important, but not always easy. I get on that train to getting things done, and I'm sometimes unable to see anything other than what's right in front of me at that moment. I stepped off the train yesterday. I gave myself the gift of a day for me with nowhere to go and nothing that I HAD to do. In the midst of easy, natural flow yesterday, it hit me: I am now at the anniversary of those times last year when I was making arrangements for Dali, Sammie cat, and I, to return to the states. I said all along, that I had strong feelings the return was about a whole lot more than needing to work AND be with my Dali. I was right. Who could have known what this year has held? This is one of those times that I might have been happy not to have been SO right.
I'm feeling those goodbyes and those losses all over again...but, I know I have a plan in place. We know all about plans. We shall see-or-on verra!
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