By this time next week, I should have already opened the doors to the Chatette. I will be home. It's been a hard-fought, too long in-coming, visit; that will not be long enough for me, when all I want to do is drop my bags and never leave. As much as I share so many of the reasons for return, heavy tolls have been taken during the years away. I return richer, clearer, and more settled; but I know that it's still a step at a time and all the plans in the world may not amount to a hill of beans.
This, is my first step. I want to plant myself home. I want to feel the now. I want to nurture myself in ways that are close to impossible for me in the states. This place of my heart, with all of its history, romance, magic and boundarylessness awaits! And...a whole lot of work too.
I'm ready!
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