...finding my way back a bit, yesterday. I was riding my bike starting from Cajarc. It's the same route that I always take between the Chatette and Cajarc, but it feels different and surreal starting from the apartment in Cajarc.
There really is a strangeness in feeling that I'm going in the opposite direction in many things in my life.
Well, at least for now!
I'd been in earlier in the morning to work with Christiane to sort out more that needs to be done with the Chatette. I keep saying it, but it's true-she is Wonder Woman heading a team that can't be beat. I decided to go back to the apartment and see how I felt about the rest of the afternoon. I knew I wouldn't stay for the Tombola since it would be too dark for a bike return, but maybe I'd come back for a little shop.
I made it back and was glad I did. It was good to see everyone. As tired as I was, it was also a chance to get the questions and the "fire" discussion out of the way. Everyone was wonderful! Everyone had a chance to see that I was really okay!
With a pack of friends who bought raffle tickets, I'm still waiting to hear if we have any winners in there. I did buy a couple of things to hang in the apartment and later back at the Chatette. Therese wonderfully gave me a Christmas Wreath. I behaved myself and managed to stay away from the Pastis, Bread, and other sweets on offer.
The Pastis and Bread were made by the village, a wonderful group/community effort. (At the moment, I'm feeling a bit like a group/ community effort!)
The winter weather pattern and a ride closer to sunset brings a different ride home, but it makes no difference where I am along the Lot on the route between the Chatette and Cajarc...I always feel the love.
Happy Sunday!
Oh Niels...I know we are both trying so hard with our situations of the moment. It isn't easy and some days I just want to cry, but it seems to help to keep moving. I just feel exhausted all the time-this acting like everything is okay can be hard work. Love you bunches-Laury
Posted by: Laury Bourgeois | December 10, 2017 at 01:53 PM
I like the way you approach the new situation, giving you an opportunity to see your home from a new angle, and your neighborhood from a new angle, turning all into something positive,here I feel everyday I'm still on my way to start my life, love from Niels
Posted by: Niels | December 10, 2017 at 10:27 AM